Then I know I've got to let them go
'Cause maybe in the future you're gunna come back
You're gunna come back
Oh the only way to really know
Is to really let it go."
-Ingrid Michaelson
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That songs pretty much sums it up.
This summer has taken a HUGELY unexpected turn.
Gosh I never ever thought I would be in this position.
But after months and days and hours of prayer, fasting,
and after buckets of tears.....
I know that this the right thing.
I'm happy really. But kinda sad.
Why does the right thing sometimes have to be the hardest?
I don't mean to be over dramatic, but sometimes it feels like my heart is just being ripped out
of my chest.
Although no doors have been closed, no chapters have been finished....
new ones are opening.
And let me tell ya....
I'm digging the view :)
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Plus I am just so incredibly blessed in every aspect of my life
that I have no room. NO ROOM. to complain.
I love my life,
I love the people in it.
And I know that one day it will all. make. sense.
Amen!
7 comments:
I just read your message and fb is not letting me reply! But... I love you SO much, and I'm glad that you feel so good and right about the direction you're taking. :) Keep me updated please!
Hey, I don't really know what's happening, but I know you're really brave for taking a difficult step when you know it's the right one. Love you and hope you're doing okay!
Hey, you're awesome! And ditto Katie, keep me updated :)
ahhh.
I don't want to be presumptuous and assume too much.
as hard as it may be, you have to take this step.
that way, no matter what choice you make...you will know, deep down it will be right. and it will feel so good either way!!
xoxoxo
does it sound like I speak from experience?
haha.
maybe.
it's just the part of the story you respectfully leave out once you are married :)
Whit, you really are brave. Everyone here speaks the truth! Not that I am experienced enough to really help... I know that you live your life in accordance to the gospel and insomuch (can I use that word?) as you are able to have the spirit with you, you will know what to do! You've always stood as a great example to me and I am grateful for your openness and honesty.
In the ever-so-trusted words of Bob Marley:
Rise up this mornin',
Smiled with the risin' sun,
Three little birds
Pitch by my doorstep
Singin' sweet songs
Of melodies pure and true,
Sayin', "This is my message to you-ou-ou:"
Singin': "Don't worry about a thing, worry about a thing, oh!
Every little thing gonna be all right. Don't worry!"
Singin': "Don't worry about a thing" - I won't worry!
"'Cause every little thing gonna be all right."
:0) I love you Whitters.
Hey Whit,
I can just feel how much strength and faith you have through your post. And it's awesome. You will never lose that feeling that you made a right decision once you know it's right. And it feels so so good to always know you made a correct decision with The Lord involved and when you get doubts, you will be reminded of the good feelings you felt when you knew it was correct. Enjoy this. :)
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