Monday, July 5, 2010

uneasy

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Today I am feeling very uneasy.
And it scares me a little because the past 5 days have been full of drawing closer to my Heavenly Father.
Shouldn't I feel peace right now?
Does this mean something bad is coming my way?
But then I realized something. I think I feel uneasy because I no longer am in control.
A quote I love says, "As you walk to the boundary of your understanding into the twilight of uncertainty, exercising faith, you will be led to find solutions that you would not obtain otherwise."
And that is what I am trying to do. I don't think I've ever let go this much in my life and it makes me feel a little nervous. I can't get my head around what's going to happen next in my life and although I am trying my best to have hope that all will be well, you can't help but feel
.........a little anxious.

3 comments:

Ashley Collins said...

Woah. I need to take lessons from you haha. That is probably one of my biggest weaknesses, I just want to do everything myself. WAY TO GO!!! :)

Kaitlin Graff said...

I love you. You are so cute and so strong!! Thank you for your example. I needed that today :) MISS YOU!!!

Katie said...

I feel like this is the battle I've been fighting the last six months... and the letting go is the scariest thing ever. But once I really do, I feel safer than I've ever felt. It's weird.

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