[God can you whisper, in his ear
Anywhere on
the way to his car
Before the wind blows him too far
Away from my heart
Can you whisper in his ear
Anytime while he's laying on his bed
Can you tell him everthing that I've said]
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There are so many things that I'd like to say to Ryan right now.
If only I could pick up the phone. Or even better, see his face.
I would tell him:
How grateful I am for a best friend who never gives up on me.
How much I miss his blue eyes and his contagious laugh and the calluses on his hands or how his eye does this funky dance whenever he takes a bite of food or how he always stands with this little hunchback cuz he's so tall and how much I miss it when he would turn to me and just stare for a while and when I would finally look at him we'd make googily eyes at eachother.
That I hope he knows how special he is to me and that I love every inch of him and that he is worth more to me than a brazillion dollars.
That I'm craving a cherry limeade and that we should go get one. Or two. Or one big one with two straws.
That this whole waiting process elicits a huge amount of understanding on both of our parts and that I'm trying my best.
That we only have 11 months left. We're gunna win!
That I just tooted and that he might not want to breathe deep.
But since I can't, I guess I'm just going to have to tell God all of this....
....and hope that He'll pass along that message (except for maybe that last part).
2 comments:
This was adorable! I have those moments too where I just want to tell my mish random things I just need him to know. But the end is in sight...they WILL be back! =)
This is so sweet. I pray all the time that Ricky will have the gift of tongues, that he'll have patience for his companion, that he'll be led to those who are ready, that he'll do his best. But most of all, I pray that he'll be able to feel my love and support. Really strongly.
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